a fairy tale

quotes and jokes

2011-11-06T19:38:00.003+07:00

couple days ago, in my blackberry messenger status update, one of my friend put a picture with a quotes from one of my favourite actor, johnny depp. and it says :

" if you falling in love with two person at the same time choose the second one. and why is that ? because if you really love the first one, you wouldn't fall in love with the second. "

it's a good one, mr.depp :)

and currently, staying in melbourne for about 3 weeks now is very awesome. how the city really treat their citizens very well. the public transportations, the city environment, the city tourist attraction really makes me amazed, and i hope someday maybe Indonesia will can do, hopefully.

meanwhile, when we're a chat and tell jokes, one of my friend tell this, and it's a funny story :

"ehh, dulu kan gw mau masuk atma nih, mau balikin formulir ceritanya... terus gw nggak tau jalan, dan ternyata emang pas hari itu atmanya libur. gw naik motor dari sudirman, salah masuk jalur kan.. akhirnya ditilang sama polisi gw.. "

*when back in the days i want to go to atma jaya to return my application form, i dont know how to get to the campus exactly and i took the wrong way, so i got caught by the police.

polisi : selamat siang dek, mau kemana ?

police: good afternoon, where are you going ?

yaa gw alesan aja dong biar keren, gw bilang aja..

in nervously, i answered to get some excuse from the police and hopefully he will release me and not giving me tickets

" mau ke kampus nih pak "

"to the campus sir "

polisi : emang kampusnya dimana ?

police : and where is exactly your campus ?

" di atma pakk "

" in atma jaya sir"

polisi : lohh? kan atma lagi libur sekarang dek..

police : how come ? atma jaya having a holiday right now

" kok bapak tau sih ? " *secara gw emang alesan doang jadi anak atma kan mulai tegang tuh.. "

" how do you know that sir ? *becoming more nervously

polisi : iyalaaah, orang anak saya kuliah di atma...

police : of course i know, because my son study there..

and there it goes, my friend caught by telling i lie and there he is getting his ticket, hahaha.

a couple more weeks to back to jakarta, and can't wait to meet my family.. :)

HELLO MELBOURNE

2011-10-23T10:10:00.008+07:00

currently in melbourne, and the city is so amaziiinggg, its like mini type of new york city !

the one that im concern about is just the weather which is can be sunny and then shower rain just in about a minute. but it has been amazing and i love it !!

the famous gyu-tan-don, and its super delicious !

see you again with more picture !

a little hope

2011-10-09T22:01:00.002+07:00

sometimes, things happens like we don't want it.

indeed.

ya, begitulah hidup. semua harus satu per satu dilakukan. kadang gw sendiri bingung, ketika sesuatu hal datang secara bersamaan. what i should do ? which one i should do first ? and other things that with choices.

i hate choices.

but that life isn't it ? it's about making choices. ketika saatnya gw lepas dari dunia kampus, dan mencoba keperuntungan di dunia kerja dan merasakan betapa susahnya untuk menemukan dunia baru yang tepat, dalam artian dunia kerja.

beberapa orang bilang, dunia kerja adalah dunia sebenarnya. kadang gw pun stress dan galau. gimana nanti gw keterima kerja yang salah ? gimana kalo gw stuck sama pekerjaan yang gw nggak enjoy ? gimana nanti disaat temen-temen gw udah keterima kerja dan gw blom ?

kadang, baca semua quotes motivasi, saran-saran dari temen, it doesn't help. i think i'm a little lost know and still trying to figure out new things that comes to my life in such a short time.

but one thing i still believe, there's hope if you want to try. and what i can do now, is try and try again and hopefully i come with the best choice of all.

graduate

2011-07-25T22:45:00.002+07:00

hello blogs !!

yes, finally !!

i've got my bachelor degree !!!!

soo soooo happy

my long journey to get my thesis done. which is kinda bumpy road and stressful, but with the support from people who loved and care about me, makes it all worth it. thank you my family, my friends, my boyfriend, my thesis mentor, who giving me a lot of support and prayers and always convince me that i can finish my thesis and get my bachelor degree !!

and of course, all of that happens because Allah. thank you for always listening my prayers.

Alhamdulillah.

ola

2011-06-23T23:43:00.001+07:00

hey world, im sorry for not updating this blog for so long. i just been really busy with my thesis thing, and really spend my time mostly infront of my laptop opening microsoft word *sigh

really want to do so many things with my blog, i wish i can have more time in one day. wish me luck all :D

merci beaucoup

IN Love with madison

2011-06-08T00:42:00.001+07:00

this girl is really cute. no more words i can tell

j'adore topshop

2011-05-30T23:51:00.008+07:00

loving topshop. as always

grown ups

2011-05-25T23:31:00.003+07:00

hey, if you're ready to be grown ups, than i must act like a grown up should. im 22 now, and 22 it's the age i think you should know what to do best and you shouldn't, even though sometimes the path you choose are a mistake, but that's the meaning of life. it's about making choices, and i believe what are the choices that i made, even at the end i might be regretting about that choice, i simply believe it just meant to be, and i there is a lesson about it. always.

life is more fun than fairy tale, cause you don't know the ending for sure. - stilla aria

cover

2011-05-09T01:31:00.005+07:00

hey guys ! check out my friend dali and aceh covering a song called run devil run by girls generation. and im very shame to become their model for the video, enjoy :D

britainian

2011-05-01T23:33:00.005+07:00

well, congrats to Prince William and Kate Middleton, which is now becoming Prince and Princess of England. Kate is very beautiful and stunning !! love them both. Their story just simply like fairy tale, which is indeed can happend in real life :D

kate's wedding dress are designed by sarah burton which is the creative director of Alexander McQueen. And speaking about McQueen's design, i just simply craving for these

ALEXANDER MCQUEEN
Knuckle-duster lace-covered satin box clutch

the clutch is just so stunning with satin lace cover. simply classy but also edgy. love it !

: the brightspot market

2011-04-29T00:29:00.013+07:00

went to the opening day of brightspot market at pacific place with dinda and kim. and yes of course, the room is fully packed with so many people. celebrities, fashion bloggers, media, and fashion people. and yet is a good spot for looking at how incredible our local designer grown. and this brightspot event is also a celebration to them for making 2 years anniversary, congrats !!!

so happy went home with a melissa sandals :D

and here are some pictures from the event...

smile

2011-04-25T02:51:00.004+07:00

smile though your heart is aching
smile even though it's breaking
when there are clouds

in the sky you'll get by
if you smile through your pain and sorrow
smile and maybe tomorrow
you'll see the sun come shining through
for you

light up your face with gladness
hide every trace of sadness
although a tear may be ever so near
that's the time you must keep on trying
smile what's the use of crying
you'll find that life is still worthwhile
if you just smile.

that's the time you must keep on trying,
smile what's the use of crying
you'll find that life is still worthwhile
if you just smile.

smile though your heart is aching
smile Even though it's breaking
when there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by

that's the time you must keep on trying
smile what's the use of crying
you'll find that life is still worthwhile
if you just smile
you'll find that life is still worthwhile
if you just smile.

smile- charlie chaplin

im touched

tour de museum

2011-03-27T23:51:00.005+07:00

went to museum joeang' 45 at menteng and museum nasional on saturday. i don't expect that going to museum and learn some history can be so much fun ! we should do it again soon ! and surprisingly with only idr 5.000 you can enjoy a trip to Indonesian past :)

pictures description :

a crown that is made by 100% gold and worn by some javanese king.

cannonball from VOC, back when the dutch ruled our land.

radio that's been used for letting people now that we are a freedom country in 1945.

a great statue of Siwa mahadewa, one of the greatest in the world.

the tarumanegara inscription with the footmark.

pretty sad to see just a few people come to visit the museum. but since i know it was fun and can provide us some lessons, definitely i will come to visit more museum in Jakarta !!

pantry magic

2011-03-13T21:28:00.004+07:00

went to pantry magic at kemang today, and the shop is too cute !

i really really want to have some baking lesson :(

two door cinema club

2011-03-08T00:21:00.002+07:00

listen to their music always make me dancing around

you should listen to it :)

make me up

2011-03-07T18:00:00.006+07:00

these are gorgeous,

paul and joe

that kitty head on lipstick, is too much cute

jill stuart

mac wonder woman edition

AMAZING

alice in wonderland - urban decay

craving for this palette for a very long time

the thing is, i like the cuteness of the packaging. but since i just use bare minerals powder and only moisturizer every day, i wonder when i will use that makeup.

Platonic LOVE

2011-03-01T23:51:00.004+07:00

platonic love

definition : platonic love is a chaste and strong type of love that is non-sexual, such as the love of a friend.

interesting right ? well, if it's between girls or just between boys. yup you can call it a friend. but if it between a girl and a boy, well maybe not friends.

well in many story i found and i heard, it's not so called platonic again.

"gw bingung, suka apa nggak sama dia. dia baik dan care sama gw, tapi kalo gw jadian pasti nanti bakal beda, dan ga enak.."

"gw dan dia ?? mana mungkinlah jadian, secara gw sama dia udah temenan dari jaman kapan"

"aduh gimana ya, masa iya sih gw suka ? aduh ga mungkin deh ihhh.... "

well i think.

selama dia single dan nggak tua-tua banget sih yaa, it's ok.

having your best friend as your girlfriend or boyfriend is a nice thing to do. like jason mraz says

" lucky im in love with my best friend, lucky to have been what i have been "

those people are the one who understand you the most, and knows many things about your world. i made this writing not to tell you to marry or to make your best friend becoming your love. but i find it just interesting.

the lovestories said :

it is much easier to turn a friendship into love, than love into a friendship.

and it's happening to me. and one of my best friend. and maybe one of my best friend again. and 60 % result = happiness

well the point is, it is not your fault or anybody's fault if your platonic love becoming a romantic love, just life with it and be happy =)

returning of a foolish

2011-03-01T23:42:00.003+07:00

hi everyone, it's me again. back to blogging world again.

reason ?

someone very special to me, made me to write again :)

and also, when i'm writing something, it's like some kind a refreshment to me. which is good

it's been a quite good year to me. 2011.

brand new start, fresh, and i hope i can achieve what i wanted in this year. amin.

so maybe, i will write again as soon as i get inspiration come, and thank you for stuck with my blog, even though it's kinda not so good blog :)

ps : now i'm learning french !!!!!

merci beaucoup

and yes, i miss writing so much ! thank you malki *hugs and kiss

ties the knot

2010-12-10T01:36:00.003+07:00

it's a beautiful night, and we're looking for something dumb to do

who care's baby, i think i'm gonna marry you..

-bruno mars, marry you

well, i think it's not as simple like that. even though the songs from bruno mars is a very fun song to listen.

marriage ? how to defined it.

clearly, we share our lives with only one person. or in other word, we have to find someone who will not get bored to see our face everyday.

i love to come to people's wedding, to see their happy face when they say 'i do' or when they say 'ijab qabul'. sometimes i feel it's so magical and cool. and of course in that moment, i'm thinking, what will my future husband to be look like, what is his job, what kind of car he likes, and lots of random thoughts coming.

well i think, i'm to young to think about that, so lets focus on something in front of me. get graduated and find a job. and after that, looking for a man that will bring my once upon a time into happily ever after.

Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change

If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same

So, don't even bother asking if you look ok

You know I'll say
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are

-just the way you are, Bruno Mars.

love the lyrics, especially in that part

miel feliz cumpleaños

2010-09-02T23:23:00.003+07:00

hey there !

happy birthday to you..

i wish you all good luck and success

hope you will becoming a better person

and always make everyone around you happy.

enjoy your birthday, mr.virgo.

love,

miss.capricorn

i ADORE you, Marilyn

2010-08-02T21:44:00.005+07:00

she's pretty. genius. and very talented.

to bad all of the spotlight she got, make her die to young.

she makes great movies and she got lots of good quotes to be read, and all of them are inspiring

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe

"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."
— Marilyn Monroe (Marilyn: Her Life in Her Own Words)

"I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love."
— Marilyn Monroe

our earth

2010-06-07T22:52:00.002+07:00

those pale blue dot.

yup. is our lovely earth

surrounded by all those black things in this universe.

"Pale Blue Dot" are taken from the voyager 1 ,it shows earth is surrounded by the black solar system. The astronaut of voyager 1 make a book with the same tittle, inspired by that picture. In that book Carl Sagan make his comment about that pale dot picture, and it's very inspiring. He make that book on 11 may 1996.

"....you see a dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. ...every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there - on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam. The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. ... Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known."

some minerals

2010-05-27T00:26:00.002+07:00

cant wait to go to singapore on friday.

i'll be buying some make-up there. dying when see sephora's site. they have very good packaging of make up dan it's all cute :).

plans to buy some bareminerals make up. thanks to octary, hihi.

can't wait to have a short-term break. HELO SG !

artistic novel

2010-04-26T22:06:00.006+07:00

currently read Perahu Kertas by Dewi Lestari. And WOW, it's so inspiring. The whole story just perfect and all the character that inside the story just so alive. i wonder what's inside her mind when she make this novel, or maybe writing good story it just already in her blood anyway. Very good novel to read, it's a light story but full of life lessons. and this one, is one of my favourite part in the novel..

"setiap pelukis pasti memiliki 'jodoh'-nya masing-masing. Kalau mereka mau bertekun sekaligus berserah, pasti mereka akan menemukannya. Jadi, Keenan jangan cepat putus asa. Kadang-kadang kanvas kosong juga bersuara. Tanpa kekosongan, siapa pun tidak akan bisa memulai sesuatu."

"Anggaplah kanvas ini langit, sepertinya langit ini kosong, Tapi kita tahu, langit tidak pernah kosong. Ada banyak bintang. Bahkan tidak terhingga banyaknya. Keenan harus percaya itu. Langit ini cuma tertutup awan. Kalau Keenan bisa menyibak awan-awan itu, Keenan akan menemukan banyak bintang. Dan dari sekian banyak bintang, akan ada satu yang berjodoh dengan kita"

i've heard they will be making this story into movie. can't wait to see who will played kugy and keenan :)

april busy day

2010-04-08T22:06:00.003+07:00

because im kinda busy in this month. maybe i just post by blog several times.

i have dance routine to do every friday.
doing my college assignment in another day.
and i dont know why, my internet connection kinda sucks these day.

i try my best to always keep my post updated.

thank you for reading my blog and

have a nice day =)

mini coopy

2010-03-30T22:04:00.003+07:00

well, it's been so long since i don't do updates to my blog. but i already make promise to my boy to show his gift to me.

so here it is, your valentine's gift, thank you and i like it very very much :)

the yellow one belongs to me, and the blue one belongs to mark :)

someday, we will get the real one ok *smooch

PARASPORE

2010-03-09T20:39:00.017+07:00

6-8 march 2010,

PARAMORE IS SO AWESOME !!!

1 hour and 45 minutes is really not enough. and hayley really has a very good voice, and of course her leopard pants is really cool :)

...

2010-03-09T20:00:00.002+07:00

rest in peace

mama rini

Allah always bless you and we're gonna miss you always.

E for Entertainment

2010-02-22T20:12:00.003+07:00

the mid-term test will come in the next week. the truth is always the same, i never prepared very well to deal with mid-term. hahaha

in this week, i will get so intimate with one book. it called ' Entertainment Economy'. My lecturer give this as the mid-term task. 8 pages of conclusion and 2 pages of your critics. and the book itself has 300 pages and i have only a week to do it. and pardon me, did i mention that the book is a photocopy one ? that's make it not so excited to read. so i think, that book and my laptop will be my bestfriend in this week.

and by the way, i found some sentence that i think interesting in this book.

" We are clearly now in a world of entertainment. A movie offers an escape to another time and place. A pop song offers a three-minute escape into romantic fulfillment. Enter a clothing store, and you enter the world according to Ralph or the world according to Tommy or Calvin or Armani, the lights, the music, the furniture, the cast of the clerks create a feeling unlike a play. In which you, the shopper, are given a leading role "

-Michael J.Wolf

quotes

2010-02-17T22:40:00.002+07:00

"Love is like an earthquake, unpredictable and a little scary. but when the hardest part is over you realize how lucky your truly are "

-unknown

current things

2010-01-27T18:48:00.005+07:00

it's been a while since i don't do update with my blog. its because my daily routine which is very full and makes me very tired, so i cant do to much with my blog.

but anyway, campus life not so good but no so bad. spending these semester with my classmate, its make studying time which is boring become a little bit fun with all of you guys.

and, i got some new things now. wooohoooo

my blue lego watch , thank you kim :)

and my new notebook, thanks mom and dad :)

normalization

2010-01-14T21:00:00.006+07:00

hello again.

and im back with campus life. which is gonna be very busy, and full of assignment.

tanpa sadar, mungkin ini semester terakhir gw bisa bareng sama temen-temen kampus. mulai semester depan, kita udah magang, dan bikin laporan. udah nggak ada lagi barengan ke kampus :(

that is the hard part. but my boyfie said ' ayo kamu nggak boleh gitu, maju terus dong, udah dikit lg kan bisa lulus... ' thanks for you advice, it's really helpfull

and now, in my 21 age. hope i will get more mature in all of the aspect in life. family,friendship,school things, and maybe lovelive.. haha.

hope that this year will bring me luck and happiness to all of you. so, the 2009 holiday is over, which i spent it in Bali. meet some of my friends there, and it was a good time :)

and the good news is : i will watch PARAMORE live at singapore indoor stadium, at 7th of march, i cant wait.

so... back again with my normal routine, good day all :)

surprise surprise

2010-01-04T00:58:00.009+07:00

03/01/2009

sepulangnya saya dari airport soekarno-hatta, bbman sama si pacar. feeling mendapatkan sebuah surprise udah ada sih. *pede bgt

sampe rumah, ternyata kosong. nggak ada apa2, yang di ekspetasi gua adalah begitu buka pintu kamar, ada kado diatas meja. tapi ternyata nggak ada.

udah sempet bete, karena ekspetasi yang ternyata tidak ada yang tercapai. akhirnya memutuskan buat buka laptop aja, dan mendadak kok anjing gw ribut ribut bgt.

dinda : dis, tolongin gw dong.. ini jeep daritadi gonggong gonggong terus..

turunlah gw kebawah, dan pas gua buka pintu kamar

berdirilah disitu marky,ditta,hendy,fajar,emir... pokoknya rame bgt.

ahhh gilaaaaaaaaa, sampe sekarang gw nulis blog aja, masih ga bisa nggak percaya. and the prizes they given to me, oh my God.

thank you for being the best people in my life. God bless you all, and i love you all.

bali

2009-12-29T06:20:00.001+07:00

hello bali !!

im coming !!

hope you all get an unforgetable new year celebration :)

pssstt , i will be 21 in the next few days. gosh

help

2009-12-22T23:27:00.002+07:00

saya kekurangan ~~bahan~~ inspirasi untuk menulis blog.

keadaan saya hari ini : capek dan sangat mengantuk.

mencoba buat bercerita di blog, tp nggak bisa.

semoga besok inspirasi kembali datang

amin

Quotes

2009-12-13T23:30:00.002+07:00

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best - Marilyn Monroe

marilyn monroe makes a lot of good quotation. and i just want to share it with you all, no offense :)

supposed and supposed

2009-12-10T23:39:00.004+07:00

it supposed to be, me and you blowing a trumpet on new years eve, and you are there holding my 21st birthday cake, having those moment with my family too, we celebrate that night together under the sky of bali island.. and somehow, in just a second, it's all taken away from me. gone

and you, make me jealous. for having those moment with my best people.

lesson : dont fly to high, when you lost one of your wing, its' really hard to fly again.

and i realize now, its true that shit is happening. and worst, it's happening to me.

about a boy

2009-11-30T22:59:00.001+07:00

' we are as vulnerable as you, as sensitive as you, but how we finish those things are different from you.. '

itulah kesimpulan yang bisa gw ambil, dan gw ngutip kata-kata itu dari dewi sandra yang baru aja ditalak sama mas glenn fredly.

jadi, kalo cewe bakal lebih cerewet kalo lagi ada masalah, cerita ke kanan-kiri. sementara kalo cowo, nggak. padahal mereka juga sama sensitifnya juga kaya kita, cuman tetep aja, how they finish it sometimes not they way we are expected. begitulah yang ngebikin couple-couple sering berantem. dimana si cewe dengan gengsi selangit, ditanyain kenapa selalu bilang nggak kenapa2 tp padahal ada apa2. dan si cowo yang kurang peka akhirnya percaya aja kalo emang nggak ada apa2 dan ngerasa masalah udah selesai, padahal belom selesai dan biasanya malah menuju ke arah berantem. belom lagi ditambah kalo nelfon pake esia, sinyalnya mendadak putus, hihi. tambah berkobar deh apinya.. hihi.

and in fact, me and my boy, sering sekali loh kena kejadian kaya gitu.

dan akhirnya, perlahan-lahan saya mencoba untuk lebih mengerti dunia perlaki-lakian yang emang beda dari dunia perwanitaan, haha.

and today a shocking news when there are two suicide-ing happen in two big malls in Jakarta. whats happening with people in Jakarta ?

ps : gua nulis ini bukan karna gw lagi berantem sama pacar kok. hanya iseng aja maksudnya :)

my tink

2009-11-29T22:25:00.003+07:00

i'm craving for this things :)

it's a gold necklace by disney couture collection. and it's tinkerbell

mom, buy me this things :)

new moon

2009-11-25T22:44:00.002+07:00

finally i watched new moon..

overall i think it's nice. but i'm not that freaky vampire fans that probably will watch this movie for hundred times.

but i think the movie is too soon, many things that they don't explain, like what is volturi family, and how come jacob becoming the ware wolf, etc. although it is a good movie, but i think twilight is better (according to me).

and of course, you can see taylor lautner nice body =)

it's my birthday, can I ask for something?
kiss me.

-isabella swan

thelovestoriessaid

2009-11-22T22:04:00.004+07:00

Thelovestories said :

It is much easier to turn a friendship into love, than love into a friendship.

well i think that is 60 % true.

friendship and love ? there is a very thin line between them.
cewe - cowo bestfriend ? nggak mungkin kalo mereka berdua nggak ada feeling satu sama lain. cuman tinggal mereka berdua aja, pinter - pinter jaga perasaan. and, i'm not good at it, really not good.

but, i'm happy now =). thank you for accompany me searching for a ripped jeans. maaf yah jadi lama ngider-ngider di grand indonesia. tapi seneng kan, ada cewe lucu di sushi groove, hahaha.

london

2009-11-16T22:01:00.009+07:00

london london london

after greece and tokyo. comes london. another city that i wished to visit. and someday, i will go there :)

here are some reason, why i want to visit london

TOPSHOP :)

i want to visit Harrods and buy a teddy bear :)

want to ride double decker bus

and also ride this london taxi

visit madame tussauds wax museum

i really wish that next year, i go to london to present Indonesian dance again, and i'm really hoping that it will come true ! yeay :)

message for you

2009-11-15T23:55:00.002+07:00

happy anniversary.

we're on number five now. happy to have that :)

i have one wishes

cepat ganti hp kamu dengan sebuah blackberry..

cupcupmmuah :)

i want them :)

2009-11-12T21:57:00.004+07:00

melissa

b store heels

elizabeth and james by olsen twins

see entire collection at revolveclothing

give it back

2009-11-11T22:01:00.002+07:00

dear God,

please remove my devilish part from my brain. i am the patient one, the caring one.
i need my good part back.

i'm begging you.
gua nggak mau jadi cewe posesif.

missunderstanding

2009-11-10T22:57:00.003+07:00

i'm sorry bul,

hope we learn a lot of things from this, and it will keep our relationships going strong.

maaf kata-kata aku kasar tadi, aku bakalan berusaha jadi adis yang lebih baik lagi dan nggak bikin repot kamu terus.

maaf banget

-bi

and of course im not ready to loose you, masih mau banget gila-gilaan sama kamu =)

ps : tolong buat esia, mungkin saya adalah salah satu korban ketidak-okean pelayanan anda, sehingga bisa menyebabkan saya hampir kehilangan orang yang saya sayang, tolong perbaiki segera jaringan anda ok.

a rainbow peek

2009-11-09T22:31:00.004+07:00

setelah menemani kim potong rambut, tiba-tiba dijalan terpikir buat makan eskrim paddle pop yang pelangi. this ice cream, a cheap one. but it brings all my childhood memories back then :)

dan akhirnya berenti di alfarmart sektor 2. gw nunggu di mobil, dan kim yang turun buat beli eskrimnya, karena tadinya dia yang emang mau beliin gw...

begitu balik, si kim ternyata beli 2. gw bingung dong buat siapa, eh dia blg..

' sebenernya aku juga doyan bgt sama paddle pop yang ini, kakak aku waktu kecil belinya yang paddle pop coklat, kalo aku sukanya yang ini, biarin aja deh walaupun warnanya girlie girlie gitu, haha.. '

it's really good to have another thing that we have in common =)

and i love this picture so much, it's becoming my cellphone background, love it !

someone called friend

2009-11-08T22:56:00.004+07:00

' yang namanya temen tuh yaa, mau disuruh nunggu lo sejam juga ga bakal marah, udah jemput lo, terus nungguin, nganterin lo balik lg, mau serepot apapun juga dia ga bakal marah, coba lo bandingin kalo sama pacar, salah dikit aja udah marahnya kaya apaan...

makanya gw bingung bgt sama orang yang lebih mentingin pacarnya dia jauh daripada temen.. '

a very nice line from my friend beringin...

and that line, someway hit me also.

' lebih mentingin pacar daripada temen '

is fallin in love really a very mean thing to do ?

you're very nice

2009-11-07T01:10:00.002+07:00

just hear a love story from one of my friend. and then i found that 'people do crazy things when they fall in love' is truly exist.

i mean, really really really crazy.

so my advice friend, just forget it step by step ok. you deserve a better one, and then now you know, what is the real quality of your loves one.

To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best."

-william thackeray

some picture

2009-10-28T15:56:00.008+07:00

petronas tower

cyberjaya train station

sunway lagoon

putrajaya

putrajaya

and really, i already miss KL. hope next year, i can go back there :)

there are a lot of picture in my facebook page, visit it here

bad day, and i want to go back to KL :)

2009-10-26T22:35:00.002+07:00

yep, like my blog title. is not a good day at all

saya berencana makan dominos pizza yang sudah saya idam-idamkan. mendadak kim blg dia ngerjain tugas, dan gagalah semua rencana saya :(

akhirnya dirumah sendirian, ga ada makanan :(
kim jg sibuk sama tugasnya, dan jadilah gw dikacangin. dan akhirnya malah berantem sama dia.
perfecto

yah, walapun sekarang gw mencoba buat ngga bete lg. but still, i want those dominos pizza, haha.

dan saya sudah kangen sama kuala lumpur. kangen jalan2 naik mobil sirion elang, nginep di kamarnya mbak gemich yang banyak pajangan kodoknya, kangen naik kereta dari putrajaya yang pewe bgt... nanti gw nabung dulu dan pasti balik lg kesana.. hihi

ayo gadisa, get back to your mood :)

picture coming soon, saya harus resize dulu.. hehe

have a good night everyone :)

15 = 4

2009-10-15T00:17:00.004+07:00

I've got nothing to do in the middle of the night,

and since now i remember it, better say it to you. because usually, i always forget ;p

hey Virgo,

happy anniversary :)

mid term

2009-10-11T21:45:00.002+07:00

hi all

sedikit bercerita mengenai mid term exam saya...

so far so good, except for 2 subject

'komunikasi persuasi and komunikasi organisasi '

gua hanya bisa berdoa dan berdoa. semoga hasil bagus. amin amin

but anyway,

i'm going to Kuala Lumpur this weekend ! yippie !

a really good present for me after this mid term exam :) can't wait to landed there and meet erlangga and wening...

i'll be back with a lot of pictures of course :)

i'm featured

2009-09-29T21:27:00.005+07:00

gua waktu itu sempet ngepost tentang wawancara dadakan yang gua dan kim lakukan dengan majalah girlfriend.

dan tadi siang, veropun ngebbm saya.

' cie yang masuk majalah... "

yaampun, ternyata beneran masuk di majalah itu. hahaha. terus ngga lama kemudian vero nambahin

' cie yang paling nggak suka kalo mark lagi ngambek '

WHAT ?

akhirnya guapun membeli majalah tersebut, dan JENGJENGJENG. masa gua dan kim masuk di kolom HOTTEST COUPLE, hahaha

dear, majalah girlfriend

mbak, itu umur saya dan mark 20 loh, tp its ok sih, jadi lebih muda :)

dan mendadak ada tulisan

'adis paling nggak suka kalo mark mulai ngambek '

terus itu yang soal ngambek-ngambekan, kan ga ada di pertanyaan mbak, kok mendadak bisa muncul yah ? apa jangan-jangan mbak jago membaca pikiran kaya deddy corbuzer ? haha

but afterall, its fun :)

makasi buat vero yang sudah memberi tahu saya ttg info ini, ayo menyusul sama si mahendra, hahaha

welcome back

2009-09-26T02:16:00.006+07:00

hi all

im sorry for this very late posting. right now, kind of busy here. hehe

first of all, i would like to say 'happy ied al fitr'. wish this idul-fitri day, will make us realize what we do wrong before, and give apologies to everyone. i spend my idul fitri day in Surabaya, meet all my causin there.. saya suka acara bermaaf-maafan,opor ayam, dan eskrim zangrandi :)

why busy ?

yah sekarang kuliah juga udah mulai, semester 5. tandanya makin banyak tugas yang nggak karuan, dan ditambah lagi, now i'm doing internship in netplus activation. semacam event organizing yang buat acara-acara untuk company. i am proud to handle nutricia and gudang garam account. but yes, jadi semakin sibuk. dan waktu bermain dan pacaranpun berkurang, haha.

btw, cause now is holiday, saatnya sedikit melupakan kepusingan itu. abis balik dari surabaya, menjenguk irvan labha yang harus menjalani operasi limpa dikarenakan jatoh dari motor. get well soon ipang puyo, hehe

today, i spent my time with kim. yeay ! we watched g-force in 3D, and it was great ! senangnya bisa bertemu si pacar setelah semingguan nggak ketemu...

later at night, sambil menunggu si marky online. saya sambil membuka blognya diana.
and i found a really interesting quotes

' when people Hate you, Love them back '

i really like that quotes :)

so, its quite late now, and time to go... see ya !

when people hate you,
love them back.
it keeps running in my mind
i dont know why :)

dear, mr virgo

2009-09-02T22:30:00.006+07:00

gadisa nayafitri akan menulis sedikit cerita tentang cinta. a topic that usually i dont like to share with deep and long stories.

but since, this is his birthday. the 20th birthday, so maybe my reason above is an exception :)

so my big boyfriend, who named mark zakharias manuel, and mainly beeing called as Kim, and i called him as kimbul, celebrate his 20th birthday today... wohoooooo ! (makan-makan selalu aku tagih)
terima kasih sudah menemani saya selama 3 bulan ini. and thank God, we dont get caught in a mouth fight so often :)

generaly, aku suka ditemenin sama kamu. gemes sendiri kalo ngeliat kamu udah mengeluarkan jurus-jurus lawakan aneh yang bener-bener bikin aku ketawa. you know, i like to laugh :)

aku suka dengan sikap kamu yang sangat-sangat tulus men-take-care of me. yang nggak pernah tidur sebelum aku tidur. selalu berusaha bikin mood aku balik lagi kalo aku bt, dan akhirnya kamu sendiri bikin tagline dari lagunya maliq tuh...

'selama aku mampu aku akan berusaha...'

aku suka kalo kamu lagi pasang muka gemes sendiri sama aku, aku suka kalo kamu selalu ingetin aku buat hati-hati kalo ngelakuin sesuatu hal, aku suka kalo kamu suka tiba-tiba ngegendong aku depan umum. aku suka kalo kamu pergi pake hoodie yang aku kasih. aku suka kalo kamu selalu dengerin aku, walaupun kamu tau yang salah itu bukan kamu, tapi aku. i love you way of taking-care of me :)

terima kasih buat semuanya kimbul :) buat gila-gilaan bareng selama 3 bulanan ini. buat wawancara girlfriend yang jawabannya udah nggak jelas bgt, hehe. (sebenernya kita tuh masuk majalah beneran apa dibohongin orangnya sih bul ?)

last but not least,

i loved it when you called me as bi

so, celebrate your birthday bul. enjoy this day. have fun. and we'll see the result, is capricorn and virgo really a good match ? hehe. and enjoy your presents bul

alot, very and much !

- your bi

tentukan pilihan

2009-08-30T13:07:00.004+07:00

dengan beribu cara-cara
kau selalu membuatku bahagia

yes, that's right

and then comes this part. the best one

selama aku mampu aku akan berusaha
mewujudkan semua impian dan harapan tuk menjadi kenyataan

selama aku mampu...
selama aku masih bisa..

emang yah, kalo ada differences segede ini sama pacar. pusing juga kadang.
masalahnya adalah, realita membuktikan kalau we're not gonna be together.
that's the worst part.

but anyway,
i already choose this path. i have to take the risk.
eventhough i know. it's gonna be ~~a little bit~~ hurt

i love you bul

maukah kau tuk menjadi yang pertama
yang selalu ada disaat pagi
ku membuka mata

pilihanku - maliq and d'essentials

interview ?

2009-08-25T22:24:00.006+07:00

yes, sekarang saya sudah official menjadi part-timer di netplus. netplus itu salah satu perusahaan brand activation yang mengerjakan event-event untuk brand-brand. saya satu tim dengan mr. mahendra prabowo, hahaha. doakan saja project gudang garam sama nutricia berjalan lancar, amin.

since i'm working, dan tidak punya waktu bermain seperti dulu. waktu untuk pacaranpun menjadi ikut berkurang. untungnya si pacar sangatlah mengerti keadaan saya, trims :)

jadilah hari selasa ini, hari dimana gua nggak masuk kantor karna kuliah sampe sore, dijadikan ajang bertemu pacar. tadi kita kepim karena gua ngidam banget sama cheesecake, terus pas di depan toys city, mendadak ada mbak-mbak nyamperin..

mbak2 : sorry, bisa minta waktunya sebentar.. saya dari majalah girlfriend, boleh diwawancara sebentar nggak buat kolom COUPLE.

gua dan kim pun agak sedikit kaget dan bingung..

mbak : sebentar aja yah mbak, terus nanti kita minta fotonya... couple kan ya ?

gua dan kim : mmmm, iya deh mbak....

kemudian, ditanyakan pertanyaan singkat...

nama, umur, dsb. dan pas gua ditanyain umur gw, gw jawablah 20. terus mbak2nya ngomong gini..

mbak2 : mmm, aku tulis 18 aja yah mbak nanti. masih cocok kok sama mukanya (WALALALALALA)

lanjut ke pertanyaan...

jadian dimana = di mobil
jadian berapa lama = si kim nyaut 6 bulan, padahal baru 3 bulan.

lalu difotolah kita berdua, dan nggak tau deh itu kita bakal beneran nampang di kolom couple itu apa nggak. hahahahahaha

abis itu, bermain timezone bersama. si kim yang ngakunya anak basket sejati, kalah 3 kali main game basket sama gua :)

lo harus coba main game ini, ini game nyari perbedaan gitu. dan teknik photoshopnya agak2 gimana gitu, haha. terus kadang, gambar yang keluar, gambar cewe pake baju renang, dll. hahaha

ps : oma, cepet sembuh yah. sayang banget sama oma, makanya jangan capek-capek dong, kangen masakan oma lagi nih... hehe

a film called cin(T)a

2009-08-20T20:45:00.005+07:00

cin(T)a, the movie

kali ini, gw menonton film Indonesia. yang kali ini, berbeda dengan film biasanya. bukan sekedar menjual cerita cinta layaknya ada apa dengan cinta, ataupun cinta silver, atau cinta itu buta, yang sekedar ngejual cerita cinta remaja, yang ceritanya cuman muter-muter gitu gitu aja, alias standard.

kenapa film ini ngga standard ?

film ini ngebahas diversity. yes. cinta beda agama.

which mean. im in it now.

secara keseluruhan. filmnya sangatlah menyimpan banyak filosofi yang menarik banget. cara mereka mengemas film ini juga oke banget. jadi gua sebagai pihak yang sedang mengalami hal yang sama dengan role yang dimanin oleh aktor dan aktris di film ini. jadi, KENA DEH GW, hihi

but so far, many things that i can learn. memang, semua balik lagi ke kita. mau dilanjutin, or ended with a good way..

for now, i choose to enjoy it. i dont know where is the finish line is. and truly, the further the finish line is, happier i am.

but as the film says.

cin, jangan lupa, Tuhan sedang nyaksiin kita. hollywood kita juga harus berakhir....

yes, maybe. i dont know. and trully, i dont care (for now) :)

overall, nice movie, and i'm proud it is an Indonesian movie and also that movie was launch in London. nice works..

c : kamu pindah ke agamaku aja..
a : kamu yakin ? Tuhan aku aja bisa aku khianatin, apalagi kamu...

c : mari kita berdoa menurut kepercayaan aku..
a : ihh enak aja, hehehe

a: kalo emang Allah hanya mau disembah dengan satu nama, kenapa banyak perbedaan di dunia ?
c : justru dengan perbedaan itu, timbul yang namanya cinta

and all that good words, that come from that movie.... really inspired me somehow

a : Tuhan, aku sama cina berteman baik. kita saling sayang, nggak salah kan ?

good stuffs !

2009-08-15T11:13:00.006+07:00

i'm very happy that i joined the boys for flea market shopping.
destination : pasar senen (place for many kinds of vintage things)

guest what ?
i got 3 pieces of clothes and it cost only idr 25.000 for those three. very happy me

as you may learn here, good stuffs not always come in a high price to pay, of course to get those cheap adorable stuffs, you need some efforts. such as, non-air cont place, hit by direct sunlight, and those 'alay' which can distruct you when you're going searching for things. so my suggestion, wear ordinary clothes and better go with the boys :)

BEST BUY - JEANS SHIRT :)

fashion show runthrough @senayan city, 10 pm. wish me luck

hybrid car

2009-08-09T21:02:00.003+07:00

sejak kemaren tiba-tiba melihat sebuah toyota prius di daerah pondok indah. gua tiba-tiba ingin sekali memiliki hybrid car.

tapi sayangnya, both prius or civic are too expensive :(

gimana caranya mau go green kalo mahal begini...

i wish someday i can get one of those hybrid cars, to accompany my mini cooper of course :)

the 2010, toyota prius hybrid car

btw, i have a new shoutbox, i dont know why the old one cannot be used. dont forget to leave a shout there, thank you =)

fashion show things

2009-08-07T22:38:00.002+07:00

aha, that's right

dalam rangka 17 agustus, saya, gadisa nayafitri. bersama teman-teman, akan melaksanakan fashion show batik di senayan city

bayangkan...

seorang gw

doing a ~~catwalk~~ model walk, in a big mall like senayan city

omg

excited of course, but the practice make me tired. i have to wear those 12cm high heels :(

so everyone, wish us goodluck ok.

next practice : with ari tulang, waaaaaaaaaaaa

my trip and everything between

2009-08-02T22:47:00.006+07:00

yes everyone.

i just got back from singapore ! and it was a blast.

naik luge di sentosa, nonton song of the sea, naik bis sama mrt, udah berasa singaporean aja tuh. hehe

ke bugis street, beli yang murah meriah. karna di singapur semuanya harganya 'lumayan' hehe. terus kita sepedahan di east cost. dan mutia sempat menghilang. dia tuh di belakang gua sama okie, terus gua sama okie belok kanan, eh dia dengan pedenya lurus aja terus. dan akhirnya lama banget ga balik-balik, dan dia udah jauh banget rutenya. untung aja dia akhirnya bisa balik lagi, kalo sampe nyasar udah nggak tau deh gw gimana ceritanya, hahaha.

biasa kalo cewe2 pada ngumpul di satu kamar, ada aja yang diceritain. hehe. biasa gw pun menshared apa yang gua rasakan. dan masalah gua kemaren yang memang sempet membuat gua merasa di point bawah bgt. i have to climb again from the bottom. tapi emang ini tuh berat, buat gua dan dia. tapi alhamdulilah, semua sekarang perlahan udah membaik lagi, dan gua sangat berterima kasih dengan keadaan ini. cause i know, its a very hard one to do. and i dont think that everyone that have this kind of problem, can handle it like you. ratih, terima kasih yah :)

oh ya, sayapun sudah beli polaroid loh. asik sekali ! beli warna biru nih jadinya. padahal mau yang putih tp nggak ada :( tapi sudahlah. yang penting senang sekali, hihi.

and overall, i had a great time. i love holiday so much :)

and now, back to business again. meaning = campus life, fashion show practice, and doing some yearbook work. good night everybody ;p

morning movie

2009-07-23T11:45:00.002+07:00

pagi-pagi, nggak ada kerjaan. langsung aja nyalain tv, bosen nonton aneka macam suguhan infotaintment yang semakin membosankan saja. lama-lama gila jg gw tiap pagi disuguhin infotaintment.

akhirnya bernaung di star movies, ada film my sassy girl. yang main elisha cutbert sama jesse bradford. itu film sebenernya yah standard sih, bagus pada intinya, love story pada intinya. but i found some interesting line.

man with a gun
"i want to kill my ex girlfriend and his boyfriend. but yesterday i came to their house but i dont find them, so maybe i will kill myself, i want to stop this suffering, i dont want to get hurt anymore"

jordan
"you have to live, don't you see that after you kill youself your ex will be sad, yes it is. but time will heal her and you die for nothing in the end. it has to be like it. some people have a destinity to watch something that is so important, taken away."

......

charlie
5. she is bossy
6. she often get drunk
7. she can make my career comes to it end
8. she can make me go crazy
9. she got her ego that makes me nuts

charlie's friend
so then, give me one reason, just one. why you should meet her again ?

charlie
" one, i fall in love with her... "

i like those lines, and of course its better to watch that movie rather than watching infotaintment programs :)

great night

2009-07-17T01:34:00.002+07:00

akhirnya saya bisa merasakan liburan !!

sp sudah berakhir dan akhirnya bisa merasakan nikmatnya liburan selama satu bulan. hehe

tadi kami para wanita-wanita berkaraoke. melepas stress tentunya :)
peserta : gadisa.seli.andhin.ditta.aissa.audri.ajeng.erin

lagu lagu

* black and white ---> sekalian tribute to MJ
* suara (luna maya) ---> hahaha
* insomnia
* the virgin
* Betapa Kucinta Padamu (siti nurhaliza) ---> Klimaks abis, gara gara lagu ini suara abis.

bener-bener gila. sampe udah naik naik ke korsi nggak jelas, hahaha. but it was fun ! we have to do it again next time..

lanjut makan di oenpau radio dalam. dan kegiatan seperti biasa, tidak lain adalah FOTO FOTO.

i have a really good great night, thanks to you girls :)

kimbul, terima kasih juga hari ini, hehe.

back and patient things

2009-07-10T08:18:00.003+07:00

hello everyone..

im just get back from my short holiday. and its so great, hehe

kembali ke rutinitas seperti biasa, ngampus lagi, tugas lagi, haduh haduh. seperti post sebelumnya, 'saya harus bersabar karena semester pendek akan berakhir sebentar lagi '.

sabar

as always

ketika kemarin kata-kata sabar hampir sudah tidak bisa saya gunakan lagi. but anyway, thanks for many people keeping me save in that boundaries. and then, i can use the word patient again.

as i told mutia, there is always a good lesson behind these, eventhough it just come in the end. and, i choose to be happy and cheerfull, than just sit there, waiting a shoulder to be cried on, and wasting your time.

be happy, and i always do. i have many people there that loves me. so, why to be so sorrow ?

being unlucky is a part when you are growing up, and to be more mature. just enjoy what you have for now..
-adrian

i'll be posting my bali picture soon, hehe

little trip

2009-06-30T23:07:00.002+07:00

yeay !

i'm going to take a little trip to bali with my lovely family.

kesempatan ini akan saya gunakan sebaik-baiknya untuk sedikit menenangkan pikiran dari berbagai macam problema yang saya alami akhir-akhir ini.

ready for some rejuvination :)

see you in next week, everybody !

bul, jgn lupa work out. okei okei

Quotes

2009-06-29T21:54:00.000+07:00

believe it is possible to solve your problem.

tremendous things happen to the believer. So believe the answer will come.

it will.

- norman vincent peale

need holiday !

2009-06-29T21:39:00.002+07:00

ya ampun, semester pendek alias sp. semakin menggila !
ingin segera libur !
ingin ke pantai !

ayolah dis, semangat ! dikit lagi finish kok.. abis tgl 17 juli, ayo berlibur !
uas 2 mata kuliah cuman ngumpulin makalah, dan teori komunikasi udah ada kisi-kisinya..
ayo semangat-semangat, hehe.

don't think about anything dis, focus on your subject now...

speechless :)

2009-06-23T00:36:00.002+07:00

hari ini, kerumah ican. dengan maksud tujuan minta foto-foto don bosco pdk indah. sampe rumah ican ternyata ada chacha, yuta, gita, sama temen-temen sgu. lagi pada ngedit film buat tugas mereka. hehe

sambil ngobrol-ngobrol, si chacha cerita...

dis, masa kemaren morga (adenya chacha kelas 6sd) sama temen-temennya pada main drmh gw, terus ada satu temennya namanya deryl, lucu banget dis. terus dia tiba-tiba nyamperin gw gtu..

kak chacha, kakak punya pacar nggak kak ?

ohh nggak kok, kenapa-kenapa (dalam pikiran si chacha, dikirain mau ngenalin ke kakaknya)

mmm, gini kak. kakak kalo belom punya pacar, mau nggak kakak nungguin aku ? jadi nanti aku sampe gede, jadi pacar kakak...

chacha-pun hanya bisa terdiam

deryl, tapi kita kan beda 8 taun loh... (sama cha2 sok ditanggepin, haha)

ohh, gpp kok kak. kata mamaku umur bukan masalah....

zzzztttt. speechless gua dengernya cha....

dis, gua begitu denger langsung deh gua mulai takut sama anak jaman sekarang, hahahaha.

Quotes

2009-06-17T22:24:00.002+07:00

" nobody can go back and start a new beginning,
but anyone can start today and make a new ending "

maria robinson

krazy spontaneous

2009-06-15T23:15:00.003+07:00

ditemani sebuah eskrim spongebob, dan susu bendera sereal vanilla

and all those words, with a spontaneous situation, you said to me.

krazy...

and after all 'thinking time' that we've been through

i said yes

and, a new story is begun

hope it will be a good and interesting one :)

selamat dis , ati2. be a nicer girl than before, hehe. -dii

i will dii.. (aku sempet nangis bentar, terharu dengernya)

kimbul, makasi eskrimnya :)
mungkin, segala sesuatu yang spontan, malah bisa membuat baik keadaan. hehe

that 'past'

2009-06-11T20:52:00.004+07:00

sedikit mengingat tentang the past. bagaimana gua sekarang secara sedikit demi sedikit mencoba memperbaiki keadaan, antara gw-the new-and the past.

dan hasilnya ?

agak sedikit berantakan.

apakah harus diomongin lagi ? nggak tau..

i remember the sentences you said to me, a couple months ago.

ketika gua pertama kali cerita ke lo, ttg apa yang sedang terjadi. ketika gua nangis di mobil lo, sambil cerita kaya orang gila, dan apa yang lo bilang...

' dis, udah gpp, jangan nangis lagi jalanin aja apa yang di depan mata, semua pasti udah diatur kok. '

dan begitu gampangnya lo bisa menenangkan gw...

and after all 'different' kind of things that you said, in that house you said, with a smiley face

' sekarang santai aja, bersaing sehat, hehe '

and now, you're becoming a very different people. sekarang yang lo bilang ke gw adalah

' gua kecewa, dan nggak tau kecewa bisa ilang sampe kapan '

' maleslah gw... '

dan kata-kata yang gua nggak percaya seorang lo bisa ngomong kaya gitu...

and so.. why you said those things to me before? what for ?

mengenai kecewa, guapun merasakan itu. dulu, jauh sebelum masalah ini muncul. dan jujur, pada saat itu gua benci bgt sama keadaan, tapi buat apa juga gua marah dan diem-dieman kaya orang tolol.

dan apa yang gua lakukan ? i just think, that i am a growing up now, bukan saatnya lagi gua melakukan aksi diem-dieman kaya anak tk, anak sd. yang gua lakukan adalah, berusaha menerima semuanya dengan ikhlas, karena papa selalu ngajarin..

' niatan baik itu, insyallah hasilnya juga baik '

udah, i just stick to that point.

dan sekarang, udah semakin goyang aja. mungkin gua udah nggak dianggep sama dia. udah males jg ngeliat gw. dan yang gua heran, dia yang gua kenal paling anti sama yang namanya musuhan sekarang malah kaya gini.

'thank you dis, masih mau nganggep gua keluarga. tapi nggak tau yah gw... '

it hurts, really.

aku bukan orang yang suka bales dendam.ini juga berat buat aku, nggak segampang ini bagi aku buat ngambil keputusan kaya gini. sejahat apapun kamu, aku tahu kamu itu orang baik. aku tahu kamu orangnya pemaaf. i just thought, it's not you that i know now. but, people changed right ? tapi aku nggak akan berubah, sampe kapanpun kamu butuh aku, aku akan selalu ada.

maybe, it's not me and you time. tapi aku tau, suatu saat kamu yang dulu bakal balik lagi. but i also know, sometimes you can't get everything that you want... so i guess, a little hope maybe bringing a little miracles.

the worst part is - losing you as one of my best

i just shared my thoughts. nothing else

lucky

2009-06-08T23:43:00.004+07:00

why lucky ?

sore tadi, gw emang ngidam bgt minum kopinya coffee bean, dan tadi si kim sms blg kalo dia,aghi,emir jg mau kepim, nah ya udah, meluncurlah saya kesana.

sampe pim, ternyata mau ada niatan ntn 'drag me to hell'. ya udah, gua ikut-ikutan aja, hehe. sambil nunggu tuh film, pada kelaperan, nah jadilah mereka mulai membujuk saya dengan rayuan-rayuan maut.

aghi : dis, laper.... kenny rogerslah

kim : iya dis, ga asik lo

emir : kan waktu itu, gw blom ikutan makan kenny rogers..

aghi : siapa tau kali ini gratis... (di kenny rogers lagi ada promo lucky dip, kita bisa dapet diskon 25,50, ato gratis)

aghi (paling niat) : ayolah dis, gw tambahin deh...

dan usaha gw menutup kuping-pun gagal, dan jadilah akhirnya kita menuju kenny rogers..
udah makan-makan disana, dan tibalah saat membayar, dan mengambil undian. kali ini gw yang ambil, waktu itu aghi yang ambil diskon cmn 25..

abis diambil, gua menggosok2 si kartu, awalnya yang keluar cmn garis gitu.. dalem hati gw, yes ini pasti 50 %, terus digosok-gosok, ternyata tulisannya

FREE

astaga, gua kaget bgt. ga percaya, sampe nanya ke mbaknya..

'mbak, ini beneran mbak ? '

'wah, selamat yah, iya kakak, itu free jadinya '

WOHOO ! seneng gila gw, seumur-umur dari gua lahir sampe sekarang, baru pertama kali menang undian, hahaha. kapan lagi makan gratis di kenny rogers, hahahaha. asik dah !

terus dilanjutkan nonton drag me to hell, itu film SINTINGAN. lo mesti nonton bgt, bener-bener dah... gua saranin, nontonnya rame-rame yah, biar seru, hehehe.

i am feeling greatfull today, and i hope the luckyness doesn't stop here... hihi.

and i'm happy cause i got the cappucinno from coffee bean :)

finaly !

2009-06-07T20:55:00.003+07:00

hore ! dikarenakan menemani mama ke pim, terus iseng deh liat-liat di zara. dan membujuklah saya biar dibeliin sepatu yang saya inginkan selama ini, dan alhamdulilah berhasil. ternyata si mama juga suka, jadi dipake berdua deh sepatunya, hihi. thanks mom !

little thing

2009-06-07T11:39:00.002+07:00

saya senang, mendengar berita bahwa semuanya berangsur-angsur membaik. lega banget. disaat selama ini gua cuman bisa menerka-menerka, dan terlalu banyak pikiran yang negatif daripada yang positif. tapi kemaren, mendengar berita kalau semuanya bertahap-tahap semakin membaik , thank God and thank you...

dan sekarang, gua sedang suka memutar lagu maliq and d'essentials yang lama, judulnya lil'thing. hehe. masih pada inget ngga ? ayo dengarkan lagi, hihi

every little thing you do
it feels so good
it doesn't even have to be
understood
you may think i'm crazy
when i look at you
i ain't even can keep
my cool

lil'thing - maliq and d'essentials

tiramisu

2009-05-31T23:25:00.006+07:00

it's been a long time, i don't eat this cake.
miss the coffe and the taste of it's mascarpone cheese..

anybody want to give me ? hehe

i went to grand indonesia, and got myself a bag and a shirt from pull and bear, horay !

my lil brother jedhi, hoho
ps : mata kamu liat kemana sih dek ? hehe

Quotes

2009-05-31T01:20:00.003+07:00

love is not easy
if it's easy
everybody can fall in love
-anonymous

love is a game
is just about
how long we can maintain it, before it's game over
-anonymous

why now i'm writting about love quotes ?????

blog gw jadi agak-agak melankolis begini jadinya
padahal dibilang lagi falling in love banget juga ngga..
cuman menurut gw, kata-katanya bagus aja, jadi dipajang deh di blog saya :)

good night everyone... have a good sunday !

barcelona :)

2009-05-30T11:44:00.002+07:00

the coolest team has won the champion league !

they beat manchester united 2-0, wohooo !

nice little trip

2009-05-29T23:59:00.008+07:00

wohoooo !

hari ini kita secara mendadak mengadakan trip kecil-kecilan. dimulai tadi siang, pas gw mengajak aghi buat makan sushi. (gw janji mau bayarin aghi makan sushi ). berangkatlah kita kepim buat makan sushi.

makan sushi, sampe begah sushi. crispy roll, salmon sushi, salmon maki, spicy salmon maki, aburi salmon belly (semua jenis salmon dimakan, haha). kenyangnya parah banget ! terus ditutup sama eskrim rasa mocca yang oke bgt. hihi

abis dari sushi, rencana ketemu sama emir di depan zara. karna emir lama, akhirnya kita masuk ke zara dulu. guapun iseng melihat-lihat bagian cewe, eh begitu balik ke tempat cowo lagi, tiba-tiba si aghi udah nyobain celana, dan emang celananya keren gitu. tapi, kita nyuruh aghi buat liat-liat dulu, dan akhirnya karena permintaan gw buat pergi ke sency, akhirnya kita pindah ke sency.

sampe di sency, ke topshop sama promod. barang yang gua caripun ngga ada :( . dan celana yang aghi mau, di zara sency juga ngga ada. dan karena emang tadi pas dipim, si aghi udah nitipin celananya di zara, kita akhirnya memutuskan buat balik lagi ke pim. (dalam 1 hari 2 kali kepim). ~~labil~~

celanapun akhirnya dibayar, terus pada laper gitu. nah, iseng-iseng jalan di restaurant row, kenny rogers lagi ada promo sama citibank. mumpung gw punya kartu citibank, akhirnya kita makan disana. kita makan quarter meal, yang isinya ayam + 3 side dishes. makanan gw sendiri isinya ayam, macaroni and cheese, mashed potato, sama fruit salad. kita juga dapet muffin gitu. dan begitu pesenan dateng. itu ayamnya gede banget, apalagi ayam kim sama aghi, karena mereka pesennya dada, bener-bener spektakuler banget size si ayam.

selesai makan, dengan perut kenyang banget. (wajib dateng kesini lagi). terus tadi pake kartu citibank, dapet diskon harus coba makan di kenny rogers, beneran deh, enak dan porsinya bener-bener gede, haha.

eh, begitu mau pulang dapet kaos giordano dari aghi. YUHUUUUU !!
terus akhirnya, setelah perjalanan cukup panjang, cd the fray bisa didapatkan ! asik-asik !
bolehlah diadakan lagi trip dadakan seperti ini, tapi ntar yah... tunggu nabung dulu, hihi.

sushi yang menyenangkan :)

meal @ kenny rogers

cie aghi, celana baru, ehm ehm

senang sekali bisa bersenang-senang hari ini, ayo kita semua berjuang dalam proyek menggendutkan badan kita. semangat yah semua ! haha

ps : must listen, syndicate - the fray

someday when this is over
we may still have no answer
for now it's when i hold ya
we are closer, we are closer
we are closer, we are closer

syndicate - the fray

thank you

2009-05-27T19:03:00.004+07:00

love you as my best friend and family

thanks for 2 years of experiencing the good and ~~bad~~ things

have a blast, and good luck with the new one, happy to see you happy of course :)

*sekali lagi terima kasih, after this, it's all up to you my friend. but i hope, we're always be good for each other..
and please, i really want to know all the good news ok :)

good words

2009-05-25T15:00:00.003+07:00

“The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be”

- Marcel Pagnol, a French writer

i've already posted these quotes before. and when i read again all my posting, i just realize that the word that have been using in there, are really good.

to be happy, we do so many things. without we realize, sometimes all the things that we do, to reach that happiness result to nothing. because, we think about it so much, and then it result to nothing. so, just let it go and let it flow...

so from now, be what you are. and remember all that positive thoughts that you heard from all the people there.

' dis, cara masuk surga aja ada seribu lebih kok, masa buat seneng-seneng kaya gini dikit, ga ada jalan sama sekali.. '
- emier arya pratama

krazy euphoria

2009-05-24T19:32:00.009+07:00

malem minggu kemaren, sedikit berbeda dari biasanya.
dikarenakan gw menonton ditta dan mutol perform di kelapa gading. dalam rangkaian acara, Jakarta Fashion and Food festival 2009.

rombongan pun besertakan, gw, dhedhe, panji, dan ari. tapi last minute, si kim blg akhirnya dia ngga jadi foto-foto di gampoeng aceh, dan akhirnya ikutan rombongan kita. si ari akhirnya ikut mobil okie, okie bawa mobil soalnya.

sampe daerah kelapa gading, kita berempat sempet bingung, karena ga tau daerah gading, akhirnya nelfon tante linda, nelfon tante dini, sampe kita parkir di pinggir jalan, lari lari menuju panggung la piaza, karena acaranya udah mulai.

akhirnya, kita nyampe di panggung, dan duduk disana. pas banget acaranya juga baru mulai. jadi, konsep acaranya itu tuh kaya parade/carnaval gitu, dan semua yang perform tuh keren-keren banget. ditta sama mutia tampil terakhir...

akhirnya, setelah nunggu lumayan lama, ditta sama mutia pun perform. nari zapin mereka, kostumnya lucu sekali loh... hehe

so far, acaranya bagus banget. mobil-mobil hiasnya keren-keren banget ! apalagi lampu-lampunya jg bagus. ditambah, di akhir acara, ada pesta kembang api ! (i really love fireworks show)

abis itu, kita ketemuan sama ditta, mutia. chitchat, gossip, foto-foto, dan sebagainya. abis itu gw, panji, dhe2, kim misah dari mereka. udah laper-laper, akhirnya kita nemu nasi uduk kebon kacang, dan makanlah kita disana. haha

acara makan selesai, perut kenyang, tinggal bagian tidur aja. di mbl keadaan udah pewe banget, gw selonjoran aja tuh di belakang. si dhe2 udah masang lagu-lagu mendukung tidur banget, terus idelah gw..

'dhe, your body is wonderland dong... '

' waaah, gadisa lagunya so sweet bgt deh..' fyi, dhedhe dan panji penggemar john mayer

akhirnya, itu lagu jadi soundtrack hari itu deh, hihi. udah mana jalanan di tol enak bgt. berasa tenang banget, ga usah mikirin apa-apa. i really want to go back to that moment, that cozy night :).

your skin like porcelain
one pair of candy lips
and your bubblegum tongue

'cause if you want love we'll make it
swimming a deep sea of blankets
take all your big plans and break 'em
this is bound to be a while

your body is a wonderland
your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
your body is a wonderland

damn baby
you frustrate me
i know you're mine all mine all mine
but you look so good it hurts sometimes

your body is wonderland - john mayer

ps : its really krazy when you sing that song :)

yes, i am the calm one

2009-05-21T00:11:00.003+07:00

' ada satu titik dia bener, kalo dia nempel terus. kapan lupanya dong... '

' oke, gw mikir positif aja disini, ini semua jalan buat kebaikan bersama aja, dan gw tetep bersikap biasa aja sama dia, mau dia nggak nganggep gw ato gimana, yah itu pilihan dia... '

' iya biarin aja dulu, lo kalem aja. lo kalem, diapun begitu... '

' let time do it works yah ? hehe '

' yah jgn ditelen mentah-mentah juga kata-kata gw, time emang do it works, tapi chance tetep kita yang buat.. '

' gw ga mau aja jadi musuhan, ga lucu bgt bring, gw kenal dia 2 taun gitu, dan dia udah kaya keluarga buat gw...

' kalo musuhan sih ngga, ngga sampe segitunya juga. cuman yah paling lo dan dia yang mentok-mentoknya cuman jadi temen aja dis.. '

' jadi yah, for now kalem aja yah bring '

' iya, selama bisa dimaintain bareng-bareng dengan bener, ga bakalan kenapa-kenapa, tp tetep lo yang harus maintain kalemnya, emang sekarang mood dia lagi naik turun aja, dan lebih sering turunnya... '

' iyalah bring, gw akan selalu kalem kok, karna kalo ngga, malah tambah ancur suasananya, hehe. lagian, gua kenal dia 2 taun, dan udah ngalamin banyak hal juga sama dia. gua percaya kok, kalo dia nggak mungkin jahat sama gw... '

' ya udah, percaya aja sama ide itu dis. dan cari momen buat ngebuka semuanya, kayanya masih ada aja yang belum keluar. tapi sekarang, yah jalanin dulu apa adanya, enjoy it while it last, oke.. '

' hehe, iya bring... '

' jadi sekarang, gw lanjut revisi makalah gw dulu, jumat mesti dikumpul nih, hehe '

' oke oke,makasi banyak bring.. goodluck uasnnya yah.. '

terima kasih, ditengah kepusingan lo berkutat dengan uas, masih menyempatkan sedikit waktu buat sekedar berbagi cerita bodoh dengan saya. makasi beringin :)

pon surprise + lagu lama

2009-05-19T21:38:00.002+07:00

yeay.

hari ini, dimas ramanda putra alias ggon alias pon berulang tahun ke 20. dan pacarnya si mutia asharya meminta bantuan kita buat ngasih surprise ke si pacar. cie cie cie

nah, si ggon pun akhirnya disekap pake jaket panji terus dibawa deh ke d'hoek. nah disana, kita dan teman-teman yang lain sudah berkumpul, dan bernyanyilah kita happy bday buat si pon. uhuy uhuy uhuy.

abis makan, kita chitchat dong. dan pas kita lagi ngobrol-ngobrol. tiba-tiba terdengar sebuah lagu lama. lagunya the relish - it's you i'm thinking of. dan tiba-tiba keinget aja lagu ini, udah lama banget ngga denger. dan setelah mencari-cari, akhirnya dapet juga lagunya. asik asik

hari ini saya senang sekali ! terima kasih teman-teman sayang. keep this euphoria for me, ok.hihi

happy b'day pon ! ayo makan-makan !

short holiday

2009-05-15T20:30:00.002+07:00

uaspun akhirnya selesai ! hore !
(tp ga bisa hura-hura kebanyakan, shit)

hasilnya uas ?

ga tau sih.. haha. tp melihat uas kali ini kebanyakan ngumpulin tugas sama presentasi, yah mudah-mudahan hasilnya bagus. amin amin amin

dan guapun akhirnya menikmati liburan sebentar. berapa lama ? one week only actually. karena abis itu langsung masuk kampus lagi, buat sp, alias semester pendek. karena waktu itu ada mata kuliah yang belom gua ambil, sama sekalian aja biar cepet.

sementara itu, ada beberapa hal yang pingin gw lakuin pas liburan. dan seperti biasa, gua emang banyak mau, haha

gadisa's list for holiday :

- beli sepatu wedges
- main ke waterbom lagi, pantai, atau pulau seribu
- makan sushi
- beli CIMOL di binus, fyi cimol di binus enaknya luar biasa loh, haha
- hunting foto sama ican ke daerah kota
- ke tanah abang sama mangga dua
- perlancar bawa mobil manual dalam keadaan tanjakan :) (harus bisa!)
- bisa masak menu baru
- ke panti asuhan
- makan kepiting

dan masih banyak lagi tampaknya kalo gw list semua... haha
secara sebenernya gua ga libur jg sih.. outbox secara masih harus sibuk menyelesaikan yearbook projectnya al-azhar sama db. huuhh, jadi masih belom tenang liburnya.

tapi biar gimanapun, gua akan sangat menikmati liburan singkat gw. secara minggu-minggu kemaren otak gw udah capek mikirin macem-macem, sampe sempet pingsan dikit dikarenakan too much preassure for me. tapi, gua selalu mengingat kata-kata mama..

' adiss, kamu kalo ngeliat jangan keatas terus yah, sekali-sekali liat kebawah. masih banyak orang disana yang lebih susah daripada kamu...'

well mom, emang minggu kemaren sempet ngerasa aja, kali ini masalah berat banget. sampe akhirnya sempet gw ngerasa capek banget, baru selesai 1 masalah, ada aja lagi yang baru dateng,guapun berandai-andai. mau sampe kapan begini terus ?

secara gw adalah orang yang lebih suka nerima keadaan daripada berdebat, yah emang beginilah jadinya. stress ditanggung sendiri,gua merasakan sedikit cekcok dengan seseorang, yang cukup membuat air mata ga berenti keluar selama berhari-hari. alhasil, mata cukup sedikit menghitam dan agak bengkak sedikit. yah beginilah gw, sekarang cuman bisa berharap aja, dengan moto gw 'kalau niat lo baik. insyallah, hasilnya juga baik' amin.

so, yes i will enjoy my short holiday. yippie !

the novel and the food

2009-05-13T23:29:00.004+07:00

i just read, sitta karina's newest novel, called titanium.
it is a very nice novel. worthed to you all to have it.
dan seperti biasa, jalur cerita si novel yang terkesan agak mirip (atau mungkin sengaja gw mirip-miripin) dengan kehidupan nyata gw, semakin menambah semangat buat cepetan selesai-in baca si novel.

and as usual, i found some very nice lines.

"ati - ati kalo janji Rome, seringkali janji hanyalah kilasan ego campur gengsi daripada ikrar yang datang dari hati . " - mas gandha

and there is another one

"yang namanya berselisih paham itu sangat wajar dalam hubungan. kalian harus belajar untuk tidak menganggap itu akhir dunia dan melihat segala hal dari banyak sisi. kalau tidak, apa-apa cukup diselesaikan dengan perpisahan... perceraian. " - helena hanafiah

"lihatlah suatu masalah dari banyak sudut pandang. jadilah berlian sejat, ia dapat memancarkan kilaunya yang terindah karena tubuhnya memantulkan cahaya dari banyak sisi."
- sandrani singgih

menurut gw, novel dari sitta karina aja yang sangat bisa gua nikmatin di masa sekarang. dibalik banyaknya novel-novel remaja yang dilihat dari judulnya aja kadang udah keliatan ngga bonafide (sorry to say) but it's only my opinion :)

and guess what ?
setelah dari tahun 2007, pertama kali menjadi mahasiswa UPH.
akhirnya, cita - cita dari semester 1 tercapai.

makan teppanyaki di kampus, hehehe. dari semester 1 gua dan 'geng' udah berencana buat makan teppanyaki. dikarenakan banyak hal yang menghadang, akhirnya baru bisa kesampean hari ini. hahaha. btw, teppannya enak banget loh, porsinya juga gede banget lagi, kenyang bgt gw jadinya. hihi

photo taken by oddie

honour

2009-05-04T23:06:00.003+07:00

i'm very honour to have you all by my side.
really care about me.

eventhough i feel bad at start,
now i know the reason behind it all

you all done it just because you all loved me so much.
that's why, i am very honour. i'm not mad at all, really i am :)

thank you for all support that been given to me
and i am sorry.
truly i am

thanks to my sister dinda, giving me a lot of smile when i was so deeply injured.
i believed, there is always a lesson behind this all, and i learned so many things now.

gadisa is still here, i am not going anywhere.
but once again, thank you so much.

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."
- Donna Roberts

just our crazy time :)

power back

2009-05-01T23:50:00.003+07:00

day by day, i got my power back. yippie !

hari ini, gua berjalan-jalan ke grand indonesia. dengan tujuan, membantu aghinaldo mencari jaket. dan ternyata, malah gw yang ga tahan godaan. hehe

and what i bought today

a very cute necklace @ alun alun Indonesia

makasi buat fira yang udah menggoda saya dengan bilang

' kak, kalungnya lucu loh,beli aja kak... '

bener-bener godaan abis x)

(ayo dis, nabung dong nabung)

but the main point is. today i'm really happy. YIPPIE !!

allert

2009-04-29T01:30:00.004+07:00

this week, she's getting weaker and weaker, and then..

the wonder woman said

' need help, to get her power back '

she need a lot of ice-cream, lots of, seriously...

lovely one

2009-04-24T22:47:00.005+07:00

pada saat sedang iseng membuka devianart di malam hari. muncullah sebuah gambar ini.

i really loves this picture, cause :

1. it shows that, these couple are really enjoying their time.
2. it's black and white, which is timeless and elegant, i think.
3. and the most important... there's a white mini cooper with it. omg

fyi, gua udah sangat-sangat lama sekali mengidolakan mobil kecil ini. namun, dengan harga si mobil kecil ini yang menjulang selangit, guapun baru hanya bisa melihat-lihat gambarnya. tapi gua yakin, suatu saat. i'm gonna own this cute mini car. amin

i want my prewedding photo, will be like this. with my own mini cooper, of course :)

am i a true capricorn ?

2009-04-21T01:19:00.004+07:00

capricorn dec 22 - january 20

symbol : the goat
element : earth
planet : saturn

LOVE LIFE : Capricorn is a fantastic kisser (omg abis), an erotic lover * ya Tuhan, and a very sexy person. Capricorn doing a love life with a passionate style. *astaganaga

More Compatible with : Cancer, Scorpio, Virgo, Taurus
Less Compatibe with : Gemini, Aries, Leo

Life in Capricorn : A capricorn is very ambitious person, humorous, warm-hearted,patient, goal-oriented, and organized.

Lucky Colour : Brown and Green
Lucky Number : 8. yeay, i like number 8 !
Lucky Day : Saturday
Lucky Stone : Garnet

Capricorn and Friendship: The Capricorn is the strong friend, they will always be there to help, they are very sympathetic, caring and helpful to a friend in need. A Capricorn will get someone back on their feet again with a steady plan for success and for all this, they expect nothing in return. The Capricorn friend is deep and mysterious and full of intrigue, there always seems to be something going on in their mind.

How to attract Capricorn : Simple, make them laugh. (bener abis) never be late, capricorn is very punctual. They like gifts, not gaudy and expensive, but practical and usefull.

am i a fantastic kisser ? haha

btw, it's just for fun only. :)

unconscious

2009-04-19T11:51:00.005+07:00

the unconscious, Psychoanalysis = the part of the mind containing psychic material that is only rarely accessible to awareness but that has a pronounced influence on behavior.

not consciously realized, planned, or done; without conscious volition or intent: an unconscious social slight.

dengan kata lain, unconscious itu adalah alam bawah sadar. dimana itu adalah sifat dasar manusia, yang menurut pelajaran komunikasi antar pribadi. manusia itu dalam menghadapi satu masalah kebanyakan 12 % dirinya sadar tapi 88 % dia ngga sadar. dan guapun sedang dikontrol oleh alam bawah sadar, which is great, i think :)

terus ditambah lagi ada istilah id, ego, superego. dimana id dikenal dengan sifat 'kehewanan' manusia, maka dibutuhkan ego dan superego untuk mengontrol sifat id. dimana sekarang sifat id gw sedang bekerja keras, dan gua mencegah ego dan superego gw untuk mengganggu :)

the point is, i'm playing at my unconscious mind. dimana alam bawah sadar gw sedang membawa gw ke kehidupan yang lebih menarik dan membawa gw lebih terjun bebas ke alam ngga sadar itu. dan entah kenapa, gw sangat-sangat tidak mempermasalahkan hal itu.

mungkin karena, di alam bawah sadar gw sekarang ibaratnya lagi ada disneyland. a big and fun theme park where i'm not gonna miss a moment in it.

emosi

2009-04-16T21:42:00.002+07:00

entah mengapa, hari ini emosi gw menjadi naik ke level 10.

tadi pulang kampus udah sore banget, ditambah lagi ujan. which is, lo tau sendiri dari karawaci sore-sore ke bintaro pula, macetnya kaya apaan. udah gitu, emang beberapa hari ini gw ngerasa kalo gw sedang dalam masa-masa pms, yang berarti gw lebih sensitif. sial

dan bener aja, pas lagi macet-macetnya, gw ngerasa kalo gw tuh dapet, shit bgt. udah mana ada trek pake acara mogok pas di tanjakan lagi, gila lo ya...

akhirnya, sampe juga gw dirumah. pengen connect ke internet, internet gwpun mati. ade gw bilang, matinya udah dari jam 1 siang. mau nelfon customer servicenya, ga ada niatan. males nelfon karena pasti sibuk bgt, dan palingan gw cuman disuruh nunggu terus ngedengerin lagu 'fur elise' beethoven.

nyoba ol pake hp, sama aja. entah ebudyy atau msn di hp gw, sama aja. eror eror melulu. ditambah lagi gw ladi dapet pula, AKKKHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

conclusion is : today is not fine at all

little chat at night

2009-04-14T11:04:00.003+07:00

" lo ngomong kaya gitu, bikin mood gw sedikit goyang.. "

" ya ampun, jadi ngga enak gw, maaf yah "

" huhu, gw jadi ga tau nih mau ngomong apaan sekarang.. "

" gw jg ga minta lo buat ngasih jawaban, gw cuman entah kenapa kepikiran aja tadi... "

terus, diem deh. ngga jelas. yang keluar dari esia merdeka guapun hanyalah sekedar "hmmm, hmmm, dan hmmm "

sampe akhirnya..

" eh, mending lo kecilin baju daft punk lo "

dan setelah itu, conversationpun berangsur-angsur pulih, akhirnya bisa lagi ketawa-ketawa lagi. ngomong ngelantur lagi, ngga jelas lagi. haha

" lo inget ga dis, ada 1 hal yang pernah lo minta ke gw "

" inget kok.. "

" ya udah, pegangan sama itu aja, jadi tenang aja ya.. "

" kan gw lebih dari pacar buat lo, hahaha. lo sendiri yang bilang gitu "

" jadi daritadi, diem-diem nyari ini ya ? hahaha, ga penting bgt deh kita"

" jadi mau gua ntar sama siapa kek, lo kalo mau ngaduk-ngaduk gw, ngancurin gw sampe kaya apa, masih boleh kok dis, hahaha"

" hoo, oke kalo begitu, hihihi "

" emang, bodoh sih lo.. "

tiramisu time

2009-04-12T21:47:00.007+07:00

hari minggu, mama minta dianter ke salon. dia mau mengecat rambutnya. jadilah gw dan adik mengantar mama ke salon (peter f saerang pim). sambil menunggu si mama selesai dengan urusan rambutnya, yang kurang lebih memakan waktu 2 jam, akhirnya berjalan-jalanlah saya dengan si adik.

mulai dari zara, orange, sampe charles and keith didatengin. gwpun membeli sebuah sweater di zara. terus ke gramedia sama kinokuniya, beli majalah nylon, teen vogue, and girlfriend. (what a magazine freak i am). karena kita udah capek muter-muter ga jelas, akhirnya kami berdua memutuskan buat mampir ke bakerz inn, buat duduk sama gosip. haha

akhirnya, dimulailah acara gosip dan curhat colongan kami berdua. sebenernya kali ini gosip gw lebih mendominasi daripada gosip dia, haha. ditemenin sama strawberry shortcake, tiramisu, and ice chocolate, bikin tambah semangat gosip. :)

" tuh kan bener, udah feeling bgt gw, asik nih ye.... hehe"

" terlalu banyak pertimbangan sebenernya, kalo mau dipikir din... " -- i said

to many to think of, still. tp akhirnya, tetap saja dengan moto gw yang selalu 'jalanin saja', mari kita hadapi ini bersama-sama (sampe kapan mau ngomong gini terus dis ?).

tapi, i enjoy my chocolate time with my sister. kadang, disaat gw bener-bener udah menyerah ngadepin hal yang terjadi di hidup gw, my 14 years old sister can find some good answers to me. thanks a lot ! and btw, bakerz inn's tiramisu always be my favorite !

dis, kalo begini caranya let time do it works - beringin andra kusuma

my tiramisu, strawberry shortcake and ice chocolate

those quotes

2009-04-04T13:38:00.003+07:00

remember my post about making your own album by wikipedia ?

well, if you remember it. i got my album title from a random quotes website. the title is

LIES ON THE TRACK OF TRUTH

jadi, gw ga ngerti apakah ini kebetulan semata atau emang ada maksud lainnya ?

gadisa is 'lies on the track of truth'

damn it

risk that i'm taking

2009-04-03T00:43:00.003+07:00

ketika lo sedang dihadapkan dgn suatu masalah, apa yang lo lakuin ?

well, it's not a problem actually, to small to called it a problem. tapi tetep aja, kadang bikin kepikiran jg sih. hehe

disaat lo selalu mencoba untuk sekedar have fun sama orang lain, ga ada maksud apa-apa. entah mengapa menjadi seperti sekarang, guapun menjadi bingung. dan gw mencoba ngadepin ini semua dengan cara gw sendiri, dgn moto andalan gw 'jalanin aja apa yang terjadi'. gua mencoba ngadepin hal yang satu ini dengan pikiran terbuka, bukan salah siapa - siapa jg sih jadi begini, not me, not you, not them.

akhirnya suatu malam, guapun berbicara dengan seseorang. dan terpikirlah gw, memang justru disinilah serunya, kalo emang udah kena sama masalah, yah udah resiko. hadepinlah

but for now, i just wanna have fun and enjoying my time. karena, mungkin have fun gw yang satu ini, mungkin ga akan bertahan lama. jadi, have fun go mad ! hehe

hidup itu lebih seru daripada dongeng, karena kamu ngga tahu endingnya ada dimana
- stilla aria

stabil vs labil in puncak

2009-03-29T21:44:00.003+07:00

haah ! akhirnya 3 hari diabisin di puncak. bener - bener walaupun cuman 3 hari 2 malem, udah banyak sekali hal yang terjadi di villa saraswati kita.

day 1

nyampe villa. terbengong bengong ngeliat villa kita yang pewe setengah mati. sambil nungguin yang lain pada dateng, kita foto-foto, haha. akhirnya sorean, yang lain pada dateng langsunglah kita mulai main capsa, haha. dimana lagi-lagi gua selalu mendapatkan POLO, sehingga anak-anak pada heran kenapa gw selalu saja ada polo.

mulai agak sore, ngomong sama bibinya mau masak apa buat nanti malem. hari pertama, menu makanannya nasi goreng sama chicken nugget. hoho.

malem pertama okelah, yah walaupun malem harinya ada sessi ngelabil sedikit, dan gwpun jadi ikutan ngelabil. semua maafkan saya :p

day 2

bangun jam 07.30. HEBAT BENER. ini tuh gara-gara session labilnya terlalu cepet buat dimulai, jadi kita jam 1an udah pada tidur semua. bangun pagi, buat sarapan. sarapan gua roti bakar dong. yumm yumm

siang siang, nonton tv. ngeliat berita tentang situ gintung yang kena longsor. serem banget deh pokoknya. sampe merinding gw ngebayangin, ada danau bisa longsor gitu, ya ampun.

acara sore sore, kita mulai nyiapin buat bakar-bakar. gw, ditta, lukki, sama kim, nyari jagung bakar di dket villa. ditta aja nawar ke ibu ibu tukang jagung pake bahasa sunda, sampe bingung gw dengernya, hihi.

abis beli jagung, jam 7an kita mulai makan malem dulu. nah, jam stengah 9an yang harusnya kita mulai matiin lampu, karena hari itu tuh hari bumi. kita malah ga matiin semua lampunya, sebagian doang. gara - gara ga ada kerjaan kita akhirnya main - mainin lilin di luar sambil main TRUTH OR DARE sama main bales balesan pantun, hahaha (alay gila). gua paling benci main truth or dare sebenernya, dan bener banget, feeling ga enak gw pas main truth or dare, hahaha.

abis itu kita mulai bakar-bakaran, ayam barbeque ala chef raden anugrah pria pratama alias oddie. ayamnya enak banget loh, padahal cuman dikasih bumbu barbeque biasa, tp ayamnya bisa empuk dan enak banget. jam segitu, si andin udah mulai keliatan pucet dan minta gw pijitin. dan bener sekitar 1 jam kemudian, gw melihat si andin udah digotong sama kim ke kamar. mulailah si andin sesek napas lagi, dan agak sedikit panik dengan kedatangan 'teman baru' kita, thanks buat awad yang udah mancing - mancing buat dia dateng, untung aja doi ga macem - macem sama andin. sempet sih tegang - tegang sedikit, tapi semua bisa diatasi dgn baik. alhamdulilah.

jam 1an, kelabilan dimulai. tp karna gw udah capek akhirnya gw memutuskan untuk sedikit saja ngelabil dan akhirnya ketiduran. haha

bener banget, trip kita kali ini sukses abis. villanya pewe banget, terus terlalu banyak hal - hal yang membuat saya terkejut disana, haha. pokoknya, trip kita harus selalu kaya gini, dan harus lebih oke lagi dari yang ini.

thanks to lukki, eky, emir, kim, ditta, seli, aghi, risal, awad, andin, oddie, hanny, aldi, ican. buat trip kali ini yang full of surprise, hehe. buat yang kali ini ga bisa ikut, next time harus ikut yah ;p

going to the top, finally

2009-03-26T23:19:00.001+07:00

GADISA IS

OUT FOR A LITTLE 'TWILIGHT' VACATION

see you all in Monday, with some of the picture of course :)